Well... Xmas has passed, and my birthday is tomorrow... The year 2010 is around the corner~ I'm turning 25 very soon...
A lot of things happened this year.. Time passed and i changed... For a better tomorrow...
Starts to love Boots, Biker Jackets, Bandage Pants, Gothic Aristocrats, Visual Kei, Metal Rock, KERA Magazines, Black Nails, Smokey Eye Makeup, fall in love at 1st sight with "the GazettE" and love "Gackt" more and more... Just love things give me the feeling of ROCK !!
I dont want to be the "past" me anymore... I need a change, which i can freely express myself.. I don't care wat other ppl think, I know I'm weird, but this is me, this is wat makes "Eliz" special...
I'm stepping closer to the world I loves, The culture of Japan~ The musics, the fashions, the language, the arts.... Wish I have done this when I was younger, time just flew too fast, my pace was too slow for me to catch up things back then...
I still want to be a single lady, after all these years spent with the accompany of my ex-bfs... I know relationship will bind me from chasing my dreams... I'm enjoying every moment...
It's time for me to take ACTIONS towards my dreams, in other ppl's view it might be something unworthy or stupid...
BUT..!
I think it's worthy to achieve wat I wanted all this time, I dont want to feel regret and envy when other ppl is doing it... That only make me feel bad...
I love who I am... And I love wat I'm becoming... Maybe it's a little late for me to start flapping my wings now, but it's never too late to learn to fly... I'm going after it, preparing myself for the journey... The journey to my dreams~
